Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (8)
The best Happy birthday to you Mark. What a great image and even better words about Mark Jacomina.
Thank you so much, dear Layla!
Beautiful, as always
Thank you so much, illkirch
WOW a real beauty super image
Thank you so much!
This is so perfect! A beautiful dedication for a man that is beyond one in a billion. A wonderful artist, and a supportive and caring friend. Happy Birthday, Mark!
Hi Rod, you are totally right and thank you so much for your comment!
A great dedication for Mark! Happy Birthday! Best Wishes!
Thank you so much rbowen!
Wat een prachtige fractal en mooi eerbetoon aan de jarige !Happy Birthday, Mark!
Dankjewel Chris!
well Jacomina, i really did have more to say ("pull up a chair!" as we say in english), and since I'm commenting on the 2 or 3 other dedis I (gratefully) got, I can't 'not' comment on yours! So you'll just have to read a second comment, lol...I promise I won't make it a boekdeel...(or 'deel") (a "tome"? bear with my Nederlands)...
Thank you so much for such beautiful words, and for celebrating my creative life. As you know well, creating can be draining or exhausting; but it's a great blessing too. Thank you for your constant support of my artistic life, and for all you wrote here...and I understood your english perfectly: ontzettend bedankt!
I saw the rhyme in the dutch version of your poem (I always read your dutch versions, even though I can't read dutch/nederlands)---I always love your sounds: diep/liep, mens/wens...and the inner-rhymes too (i.e., "in klank en kleur"). But your words are very touching. You made it sound like, in walking past the Lake everyday, artistry grew in me, and it was born. Such a beautiful way to put it---I wonder if it didn't happen the same way, to you...i.e., despite all the struggles and 'storms' of life, the beauty around you awakened the artist already inside you. That's what I felt from your words.
And as for your image---whoosh! It's a big look inside the sun, or inside a living cell, etc ("fill in the blanks" as we say in english) (vul de lege plekken in). There are all kinds of energies swirling around each other, and forces colliding and uniting, colors 'talking' to each other, etc...it's like you pulled-off the surface from of a star, and this is what you saw. A lot of your art has a cosmic energy inside. And this one has lots of blues and blue-greens, which give peace to all this activity. And it all sits on a tranquil surface. (There's peace underneath it all.) A beautiful burst of a work, with a big fanfare on top! I.e, like an elaborate wild hat (the kind of hats worn in the late 1800s in Paris): It's all topped-off with swirling plumage. Like your countryman, Vermeer---his famous "Girl With a Pearl Earring"---it's like her head-scarf was blown by a wild gust of wind: That's what the top of your image looks like, to me.
Well i wrote a long comment (sorry!). Thank you so much for this, both you and Karel; and thank you for all your wishes and loving words. I greatly appreciate it all. I wish you both the best spring possible. You both deserve it.
Hello Mark, Boekdeel is Dutch, I always like it so very much if you throw in Dutch words, lol! You wrote: "despite all the struggles and 'storms' of life, the beauty around you awakened the artist already inside you". These words did something to me, there is a kind of history in them, of years where 'forms' indeed arise and grow unconsciously. It may be that, out of necessity, people are looking for an outlet to transfer their feelings to paper, for example.
What I also find interesting is that you write about colors that talk to each other. This is also a thought that provokes thinking, at least for me. I once wrote a poem about this.
Yes, I now also see that special, richly decorated hat that people wore in those 'Vermeer days'. Great you mentioned this. Thank you with all my heart for every word you wrote, Mark. I hope it didn't cost you too much, I think we both have this thing that you involuntarily force yourself, no matter what the cost.
Let us keep in mind the water beneath the fractal, that this may be like an oasis in which we can reflect ourselves; and we'll pretend it's your lake of Chicago.
With all the love you need, healing you need, and relaxation you need. Take care, Mark, just keep at it and before you know you'll be completely reconditioned and like new. ;-)